Invincibility. An adrenaline that inspired me to live up to it's name. A force so gargantuan(over, much?) that, in the past, i overcame the limits of which i stacked upon myself on several occasions.
Woke up with a headache. Yes, a very intense knife-poking gesture at the cerebrum. Definitely
not a good way to start a day. Thinking about Add Maths was horren-defying(is there such a word? mind my English when i'm on the verge of vomiting). I mean, i am aware that i have the capabilities to attempt such questions - but, when it came down to the last 45 minutes, i did something similar to star players in a football match who line up for a penalty kick only to send it flying high over the bar, which, in this case, you stack another goal post on top of that one and still wouldn't score. I panicked. Choked(as in, petrified to the very last bone in my body).
It was a long time coming, i suppose. That persona of invincibility that i put on in the face of tests. Night after night of burning the oil, i had the nerve to assume the unimaginable. In the end, i am still and always be a human.
"To err is human, to forgive... thats
right on"
Well, let's just forget the latter part of that sentence and focus on the "making mistakes as a human section".
Urgh, head buzzing with formulae from my numerology study(said with a Jack Black accent in Nacho Libre). I guess all that's left for me is to pick up the pieces and invigorate that magic touch. Note-to-self: disappointments from exams does not signify the end. It's a work-in-progress for better things to come. There are worse things that a 16 year old with an unstable mentality can be disappointed with. When you reach that place where you're above everyone else, it's hard to let go.
I'll be revving it for the next one. I've got Biology and History in four days.
Meanwhile, i'll be observing Robert Downey Jr. on the bigscreen. Ferus Man (x
Now that's invincible. A man made of substance similar to that of my spoon.